2009 FTW!

In the past few days - the first few days of 2009, I have been very, very (yes, surprisingly so) full of optimism. Primarily because of Paper Towns - the first book I've read in 2009.

I don't really see myself as intelligent in any particular way. In fact - I see myself as someone who has no particular best in any particular subject. But that doesn't really matter to me anymore. I don't really know what's changed per se, but something has. And that something has made me feel more at ease than I have in what feels like a very long time.

Admittedly, things could be entirely better. Ergo, as I type this I could be not sick (but I am) and I could also be not worrying about things (which I also am) and still feel so complacent with the world as I am. It doesn't matter though. Because I've decided to take it as it comes and seeing as it comes in a package of also being sick, I have to take it as it is. Besides, I could be sicker in many ways and I'm not - so that's a plus.

In times liek these when I feel so inspired - I wish I had a laptop to write with in bed. Even though this computer is lovely and all (and I love it) I can't really just take it to bed with me. and Being that i am sick and all, I couldn't really handle being out here when the damn patio door is emanating coldness from outside at me.

Here is for all the best in 2009!
I made a goal of reading 100 books this year. So far I finished one. XD